Trust in the lord, he will guide you through it. I had gotten away from my faith a while back, but a very stressful situtation brought me back to the lord. I was told that my unborn daughter was terminal by several doctors, and I almost terminated her due to medical advice. Something in my heart was telling that the doctors were wrong. I turned everything over to the lord, and now I have my daughter that was born on November 27th. Everything happens for a reason, even though it is hard to see it now. The lord gave me my daughter, and she will be okay after having surgery in a few months to repair a small hole in her skull. Don't give up hope or lose your faith. If it is ment to be it will be just keep the faith in the lord. I struggle everyday with a simular situation. My husband is not religous, and I am even though I don't get to go to church much because of the hours I work. I try hard to mak him understand the lord, but he refuses. He is a good man, and loves me dearly but is missing out on so much not knowing the lord. I just keep on praying for him, and my family. Trust in the lord is all you can do. He will show you the way. Trust me on this, I have been there. The lord has pulled me through some very tuff times, and now I have gotten my reward my beautiful baby girl. My heart goes out to you, and your in my thoughts. You can't make someone believe in something if they don't want to because I have tried with my husband. I just have to be loving and supportive an keep turning it over to the lord for answers.