My prayer for you is that the Lord can give you peace and comfort to help ease your pain.
I lost a daughter in 1984. She was only 8 days old. I know that some will say that how could I have loved her so very much when she was so young, but you do, oh, how you do. I would see a little girl at the age she would be for years and it would bring me such sadness. Finally, yes, finally the Lord helped me to see how happy that little girl was and that my Kelly IS far happier becasue she is with Him. The pain and tears will ease after a awhile, but never the love you feel for your daughter. Embrace the love, and allow God is heal over the pain. Don't try to set a schedule on when this will all happen, it will happen when you and God are ready. May the Lord bless you and keep you in the palm of His hand. (((((((HUGS))))))))